Alright bro, listen to me . The addiction you have is very common and the thing that worked for a lot of my friends are gaining knowledge on how to get rid of this addiction. Watch this youtuber called Hamza Ahmed. He makes content on explaining how to improve ur live and fix habits like the master***. This is a gem that not a lot of people will tell you.

in summary, watch hamza, get on self-improvement, pray namaz bruh thats lokey how u get rid of your sins. And if you need more help ill give you my social media.

Assalamualaikum, sister!

I’m a recent revert as well! If I’m being honest it took me awhile, like a month or so, to even grasp the idea of Salah, and from time to time I do get lazy from doing it, Astaghfirullah.

I know it’s a must for a Muslim to follow the rules, but take it one step at a time because not everyone perfects everything the first try. Just keep trying and trying. Being a Muslim means is to have discipline, but that doesn’t mean you won’t have your shortcomings. Allah knows that of us, that is why when we have sinned or done something wrong we must always make repentance to Allah. No one is perfect because nothing in this Dunya is perfect. So, sister it is alright to make mistakes, but always remember to discipline yourself afterwards, and make your connection with Allah stronger.

It’s hard to just immediately diminish bad habits, but that’s why discipline must come to play so you can replace those bad habits with good habits. Even I am still trying to strengthen and improve my deen. So, it’s okay to fall short, but come back stronger and always seek help, forgiveness, and guidance from Allah :))

And Allah knows best